My touchy-feely husband

What do I want to say about my husband's hands?

They are wonderful.  I love when he holds my hand (squeezing my thumb under his).  How big they look when he holds our little girl- yet small enough to line up toy soliders while playing with our son.  His hands provide income for our family, yet are never too tired to help around the house.

But, his hands do have one "bad" habit.  They can't seems to stay off of me.  He is always squeezing my breasts, slapping my butt, grabbing my hips from behind, and reaching for my crotch. 

ALWAYS.

You would think a woman would love it.  And I do.  But, when the time is right.  And the right time would be when we are alone, right?  Nope.  We get plenty of moments without an audience.  But, that doesn't mean I want to start my mornings with a tit squeeze.  And when he first comes home, I struggle to keep his eyes off my shirt and his crotch away from my behind.  My evenings are nothing more than him telling me how he wants another man to f**k me or showing me a new piece of lingerie he wants to buy me.  Can a girl just get a hug or a kiss (and not the tongue down the throat kind)?  Or hear a gentle compliment that doesn't involve the words "fuck", "ass", or "cock"?  Really is that too much to ask?

I keep telling myself that this is a compliment.

I keep telling myself that some women would LOVE to be touched just once by their husband.

I keep telling myself that this is better than him touching someone else.

Sometimes I want to laugh at the way he thinks.  Like, when I am trying to discuss family coming to town and the first sentence out of his mouth is "How many cocks do you think you could handle at once?"  REALLY?  Your Mom is coming to town and you wonder if 3 cocks are too many???!!!  No dear.  3 cocks is not too much.  One for each hole.  Now, can we please decide which room your Mom is going to sleep in? 

Sigh.  I guess I should just embrace his touch-feely hands and overly-sexed mind.  Even better, I should join in on the fun.  I could greet him with a "love pat" on the crotch and a low cut shirt when he gets home from work today. 

When you can't beat them, join them.

Hi, I'm Marie

So, you may be wondering "Milkmaid Hotwife?.. what is that?"  Well...

I am a women who is no longer breastfeeding her child, but I still produce milk to sell.  I also offer wet nursing services.  A long time ago, it wasn't uncommon for a woman to offer her lactating breasts to other babies for milk.  She was called a "milkmaid".  I haven't had anyone ask me to nurse their baby, but I've had offers from men to be their milkmaid.

I am also a married woman whose husband wants to share with other men.  Its called "hotwifing".  (Do not confuse with "Swinging")

So, put those together and I am Milkmaid Hotwife!  Well... a wannabe Milkmaid Hotwife.  I sell my pumped milk but I haven't wet nursed yet.  And we've talked about hotwifing, but haven't made the plunge. 

That is where this blog comes in.  I want to get all my thoughts- the good, the bad, and the naughty- in one place. 

So, before I let you into my mind, I should tell you about me...   

My name is Marie. I am a 34 yr old woman.  I've been married to "S" for 7 years.  I have 3 children:  "J" (boy, 14 yrs), "N" (boy, 3 yrs), "Lil N" (girl, 1 yr).  I used to teach science courses at a college but gave it up to stay at home with our 2 little ones.  I love to read, workout 4-5 times a week, and feel a great sense of accomplishment when I cook something good for my family in the kitchen.  But, no matter how hard I try to find balance and make everyone happy- I find that I am not 100% satisfied.  There is this little voice in my head (or maybe its coming from my groin) that says "You want more."  I may look like all the other frazzled Moms you see at the store, but trust me, my mind still can find a second or two to admire the stock boy's toned arms or dream about what 10 minutes in the back of the FedEx guy's truck would be like...

Do not think I am sex-deprived.  I have a great sex life with my husband- he satisfies me in more ways than one (its more like 3 or 4 times each time!).  Its just that our fantasies pivot around the thought of me being with another man/men.  Add to that, my love for breast attention, and what you get is a horny housewife that looks at all men as potential lovers.

I am getting ready for my first nursing session sometime this month (hopefully).  And we are actively looking for a man to bring to the bedroom.  Can you imagine my excitement right now?  Can you imagine how incredibly nervous I am right now? Ugh! 

LET'S JUST GET THIS OVER WITH ALREADY!!!  :)